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Look at me
How do you think that I can cope with this
Don't you realize that I'm fucking dead?
Can't put up with this shit in my head
I'm lookin' out for the end.

And I don't know
How to stand up to myself instead
I sit and wallow in my blood and filth
Just wander out where I might be alone
But I'm still fuckin' dead

But I
Am surfacing
(I can't see)
Nothing's Permanent
Here and Now

Never enough for one of the broken
Drowning here in my own sympathy
Apathy is my greatest enemy
Keep your enemies close

How could I believe in this veil of life
I Know that all I'm living for could never occur to

I am lost
I struggle on but I live at what cost?
Approaching madness I hardly can see
Why is it that I am allways alone?
I'm lookin' out for the end.

Here it is
This is all that I will ever have.
This is the sound of my hate and my loss
I struggle on but I live at what cost?
And I'm still fuckin' dead!

But I
Am surfacing
(I can't see)
Nothing's Permanent
Here and Now

How could I believe in this veil of life
I Know that all I'm living for could never occur to
Carry me away from this failed attempt
I dare not take your breath away, I'll never be chosen

(-lieve Veil of life
I know the end is near to me
Dear to me
I'm losing sight, falling away from
Dreams of mine, I lose them day by day
I'm sinking deeper and deeper
Into this Pit
I fear.)

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from Your Ruin, My Destruction, track released July 10, 2010

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